Definition of brother? I think completely confused about this word.
No one knows the real definition of brother. People go through thick and thin to know the meaning of it. But today, i think i realized that it's not that simple to call brother.
I feel so lost. Having the thought that you will never leave me has become past.
Every time i make a mistake you correct me, you have patience to slowly teach me. Life lessons from you were precious. I lost many friends among my way for this 25 years of life. I'm reaching what people called quarter life crisis. The last friend i want to lose in my life is you. I really treat you like my real brother or even better. You have become my family.
However, after reflecting, i realize that every time i go out with you, i don't get a choice to choose. You make the decision, i follow. I am a very easy person. You say A will won't say B. When i am at my most down period, you where there.
I just hope you will be healthy and successful.
Sunday, May 7, 2017
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
End of 2013
It's been really long since i had time to blog like now... :)
This year has been really a roller coaster ride.
Good things that happened:
Not so good things that happened:
Well this somehow summaries what happened in 2013.
New Year Resolution!
This year has been really a roller coaster ride.
Good things that happened:
- I managed to get A for my FYP
- Got a Diploma with 3.6 GPA
- Got into NTU CBC
- Met a awesome group of taka friends
- Learnt Windsurfing
Not so good things that happened:
- Didn't get into tekong in time :(
- Still struggling to get into tekong
- My beloved grandma passed away
- My family now is fighting for my grandma's will
- I missed my last chance to see my grandma
- I gave up on her
Well this somehow summaries what happened in 2013.
New Year Resolution!
- To get into Tekong (Become a MP Spec)
- To get my Gold IPPT (If possible)
- To achieve my six packs (4more to go!)
- Master Windsurfing!
- Get a scholarship for my uni
- Go overseas (Thailand, Australia, Hong Kong)
- To be with my FRIENDS!
Guess i shall put all these first..
Always set so many but i guess i still won't complete it haha!
=x alright tmr i have duty on a New Year's day!
So ciao~
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
New Year New Hope
Another year has pass.
Welcome 2013, goodbye 2012.
2012 has been a roller coaster year.
Many ups and downs...too scary.
Ha...and i'm still single lololol~
Alright talking about relationship..
Everyone have a eye-candy for sure.
But is it the person you really love? Or is it because the person is cute/pretty?
Well..I tried finding one. But many questions came to my mine.
I'm a south person if you're wondering.(I think a lot :) )
Then when i want to approach, i realize the person is not actually the person i want to be with.
Not saying that i'm good, but i want to go into a relationship where we get together not because for the sick of being together, but to have that kind of feel.
Time has pass..really quick
I have been president of SP Sailing club for almost a year.
There are times i feel like giving up.(I guess i'm not strong enough)
But people are always there for me.(I feel blessed)
Many things happened.
Time is running up and i soon have to step down.
Nobody will know what will happen, but i believe they can do it.
People are starting to hate chemistry, but i kind of disagree.
Well, different perspective.
I mean there are times where i hated, but overall is still thumbs up.
Is very interesting.
When you read papers,journals, where there are new things.
You become curious.
What i think a scientist need is not only the brains, but also the curiosity.
To do is one thing, to complete is another.
Too many things undone.
Too many things left regretted.
Too many things can't be changed.
This is life.
Is 1am now, i have lesson at 8am later HAHA!
Waiting for Arsenal's match.
Shall watch the first half and off to sleep!
Will update when i'm free.
Welcome 2013, goodbye 2012.
2012 has been a roller coaster year.
Many ups and downs...too scary.
Ha...and i'm still single lololol~
Alright talking about relationship..
Everyone have a eye-candy for sure.
But is it the person you really love? Or is it because the person is cute/pretty?
Well..I tried finding one. But many questions came to my mine.
I'm a south person if you're wondering.(I think a lot :) )
Then when i want to approach, i realize the person is not actually the person i want to be with.
Not saying that i'm good, but i want to go into a relationship where we get together not because for the sick of being together, but to have that kind of feel.
Time has pass..really quick
I have been president of SP Sailing club for almost a year.
There are times i feel like giving up.(I guess i'm not strong enough)
But people are always there for me.(I feel blessed)
Many things happened.
Time is running up and i soon have to step down.
Nobody will know what will happen, but i believe they can do it.
People are starting to hate chemistry, but i kind of disagree.
Well, different perspective.
I mean there are times where i hated, but overall is still thumbs up.
Is very interesting.
When you read papers,journals, where there are new things.
You become curious.
What i think a scientist need is not only the brains, but also the curiosity.
To do is one thing, to complete is another.
Too many things undone.
Too many things left regretted.
Too many things can't be changed.
This is life.
Is 1am now, i have lesson at 8am later HAHA!
Waiting for Arsenal's match.
Shall watch the first half and off to sleep!
Will update when i'm free.
Friday, October 5, 2012
life isn't smooth sailing
Hello!
Things haven't been going smoothly these few days.
Be it fyp, sailing and everything that can happen.
Hardwork and effort = results?
I really doubt the equation.
:(
FYP
Once i told Zul that science need luck and he told me rubbish.
Today, i dare to prove him wrong.
I don't believe that all experiment are successful.
Some people just get lucky and smoke through, but some just can't get it.
All the hardwork from us are being doubt every single time we present our progress report.
I mean seriously?
I strongly believe that at least 0.0x mg of dye has been attached to it.
I really hope things can get better.
Sailing
Zul once told me, being a president you got to do.
NOBODY gives a fuck when you get things done.
I'm not such a person.
I love to get recognize by people, but also recognize other people if they done well.
Many people quit sailing cause they lost passion.
I seriously want to punch those fuckers.
You guys made me lost my passion in sailing when i was in year one.
And then you guys say you lost your passion and just leave now?
Fuck off.
I will never forgive you guys for what you have did.
Also by saying this, i will make sure that anyone that sails under me, gets an opportunity to make their dream come true.
I got to say, i'm not the best leader out there, but i'm sure i can make things happen.
I got to admit that i love working alone.
I make sure things are done.
I can work as a team, provided the person proves that he is trust-able.
If you don't do anything? Might as well fuck off?
Sigh...
Enough is enough.
I got to do something about it.
Ciao.
Things haven't been going smoothly these few days.
Be it fyp, sailing and everything that can happen.
Hardwork and effort = results?
I really doubt the equation.
:(
FYP
Once i told Zul that science need luck and he told me rubbish.
Today, i dare to prove him wrong.
I don't believe that all experiment are successful.
Some people just get lucky and smoke through, but some just can't get it.
All the hardwork from us are being doubt every single time we present our progress report.
I mean seriously?
I strongly believe that at least 0.0x mg of dye has been attached to it.
I really hope things can get better.
Sailing
Zul once told me, being a president you got to do.
NOBODY gives a fuck when you get things done.
I'm not such a person.
I love to get recognize by people, but also recognize other people if they done well.
Many people quit sailing cause they lost passion.
I seriously want to punch those fuckers.
You guys made me lost my passion in sailing when i was in year one.
And then you guys say you lost your passion and just leave now?
Fuck off.
I will never forgive you guys for what you have did.
Also by saying this, i will make sure that anyone that sails under me, gets an opportunity to make their dream come true.
I got to say, i'm not the best leader out there, but i'm sure i can make things happen.
I got to admit that i love working alone.
I make sure things are done.
I can work as a team, provided the person proves that he is trust-able.
If you don't do anything? Might as well fuck off?
Sigh...
Enough is enough.
I got to do something about it.
Ciao.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
我累了
Exams are coming to an end, with one last paper (Advance Organic Chemistry).
The name sounds difficult.. but it's manageable.
Hoping to score well for this semester. Guessing a A A B+ for now. And of course the last paper aiming for an A.
So many things going through my head, and i decided to blog.
Been a long time since i visited this place.
Too many thoughts.. :(
Emotions...
This holiday will be a torturing one.
Too many things to do!
Shall head to bed.
Ciao.
Friday, June 1, 2012
If only anyone knows me better.
Will blog later tonight about somethings that i want to spill out :(
Off to my final test! Hope can score well and :P all A's if possible hehe =x
So exams ended yesterday.
Hmm...Everything went well i guess, i think i can get 3A's and 1B+.
But still hope all A's haa =x
After exams, i went to clubroom and tidy up. :)
Damn clean now ok!
I think if i no job, i really can be cleaner sia!
HAHA!
Chat with Daryl and Kennedy about some sailing stuff that is gonna happen soon.
Then off to meet the clique!
Lucky Han Teng drove and fetch me from queensway :P
Met Fanny and ate at Spize.
As usual i at Nasi Goreng Ayam(Chicken rice).
Chat and waited for Alvin to come.
Alvin was damn late!
But late better than never come right? haha
Went to Chinatown to eat Durian!Obviously, i didn't eat.
The weird thing is that i eat durian ice-cream but not the fruit itself.
And thanks to fanny she accidentally make the durian touch my face -.-
But as a gentlemen like me is ok :P
Went home and played dota with alvin,dick and han teng.
Epic match, slept at 3.
Today
Woke up at 9am and it started raining -.-
When i want to play soccer, rain.
When i want to sleep, sunny.
Haiyo...
But the weather became extremely hot in the afternoon.
Played for around 3hours before we went to swim.
Head to tiong and had KFC.
Its been really a long time since i have it.
Wanted Mac all thanks to the hello kitty.
Well i don't really fancy them, but like fun to collect such stuff =x
As i was saying, i wanted to share something.
So this it how it goes.
I don't know why you can be so irresponsible.
Really!I could have chosen anyone else to be my ahem ahem..
If you really think for the club, you will do it.
You have a license and you don't want to do.
If i have the license(if i pass on 9June), i swear i will bring the boat and help.
Not trying to say i'm very good la.
But i can even sacrifice my exam time to help out in the RSYC event!
One day before my exams!
Regrets..
Oh well...
That's why i always like to work alone, whereby i don't need to get angry over such things and feel accomplished.
I know teamwork is important, but do remember that if you don't even put in the effort, don't expect people to even respect you.
I'm trying to think otherwise of you already.
Please stop trying to do things that make me feel disgusted.
I will really pull your shirt up and confront you.
Trust me, there is a limit.
You are a leader, do what you need to do and not what you're suppose to do!
K enough of my rants..
On the 26 of May, i ran my first ever 42.195Km full marathon, Sundown Marathon.
It was crazy, so call me maybe? :P
Ran my first 21km in 2.30hours.
Then it started raining when i reach east coast park -.-
I continue to run until the point the full strength of the cat 1 storm came.
Actually i can continue to run, but my phone :(
I went to the hawker center and waited for the rain to stop.
Yu sen was beside me.
I was shivering and my leg muscles started to cool down.
This is when you don't feel like running anymore.
The organizer of sundown was nice. They sent like sms about what time the rain will stop.
We waited for 1hour for the rain to subside, but it didn't.
The helpers ask us if we want continue or take the sweeper bus back to the starting area.
For a moment, yu sen and i really was tempted, but i told him this: " we run half already, if we give up now, about don't make sense ah".
Haha!
So we continue to run through the rain.(It decrease by half,but still... -.-)
Completed the race in 7hours. Thanks to the spoiler rain!
My last 2km took me 20minutes! My leg was going to cramp!
Nice to be a finisher!
Water went in my iphone and now abit sot le.
Nvm..My next post will be about my OITP trip at Australia ba :P
Stay tune!
Ciao!
Wai Tat
So exams ended yesterday.
Hmm...Everything went well i guess, i think i can get 3A's and 1B+.
But still hope all A's haa =x
After exams, i went to clubroom and tidy up. :)
Damn clean now ok!
I think if i no job, i really can be cleaner sia!
HAHA!
Chat with Daryl and Kennedy about some sailing stuff that is gonna happen soon.
Then off to meet the clique!
Lucky Han Teng drove and fetch me from queensway :P
Met Fanny and ate at Spize.
As usual i at Nasi Goreng Ayam(Chicken rice).
Chat and waited for Alvin to come.
Alvin was damn late!
But late better than never come right? haha
Went to Chinatown to eat Durian!Obviously, i didn't eat.
The weird thing is that i eat durian ice-cream but not the fruit itself.
And thanks to fanny she accidentally make the durian touch my face -.-
But as a gentlemen like me is ok :P
Went home and played dota with alvin,dick and han teng.
Epic match, slept at 3.
Today
Woke up at 9am and it started raining -.-
When i want to play soccer, rain.
When i want to sleep, sunny.
Haiyo...
But the weather became extremely hot in the afternoon.
Played for around 3hours before we went to swim.
Head to tiong and had KFC.
Its been really a long time since i have it.
Wanted Mac all thanks to the hello kitty.
Well i don't really fancy them, but like fun to collect such stuff =x
As i was saying, i wanted to share something.
So this it how it goes.
I don't know why you can be so irresponsible.
Really!I could have chosen anyone else to be my ahem ahem..
If you really think for the club, you will do it.
You have a license and you don't want to do.
If i have the license(if i pass on 9June), i swear i will bring the boat and help.
Not trying to say i'm very good la.
But i can even sacrifice my exam time to help out in the RSYC event!
One day before my exams!
Regrets..
Oh well...
That's why i always like to work alone, whereby i don't need to get angry over such things and feel accomplished.
I know teamwork is important, but do remember that if you don't even put in the effort, don't expect people to even respect you.
I'm trying to think otherwise of you already.
Please stop trying to do things that make me feel disgusted.
I will really pull your shirt up and confront you.
Trust me, there is a limit.
You are a leader, do what you need to do and not what you're suppose to do!
K enough of my rants..
On the 26 of May, i ran my first ever 42.195Km full marathon, Sundown Marathon.
It was crazy, so call me maybe? :P
Ran my first 21km in 2.30hours.
Then it started raining when i reach east coast park -.-
I continue to run until the point the full strength of the cat 1 storm came.
Actually i can continue to run, but my phone :(
I went to the hawker center and waited for the rain to stop.
Yu sen was beside me.
I was shivering and my leg muscles started to cool down.
This is when you don't feel like running anymore.
The organizer of sundown was nice. They sent like sms about what time the rain will stop.
We waited for 1hour for the rain to subside, but it didn't.
The helpers ask us if we want continue or take the sweeper bus back to the starting area.
For a moment, yu sen and i really was tempted, but i told him this: " we run half already, if we give up now, about don't make sense ah".
Haha!
So we continue to run through the rain.(It decrease by half,but still... -.-)
Completed the race in 7hours. Thanks to the spoiler rain!
My last 2km took me 20minutes! My leg was going to cramp!
Nice to be a finisher!
Water went in my iphone and now abit sot le.
Nvm..My next post will be about my OITP trip at Australia ba :P
Stay tune!
Ciao!
Wai Tat
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Exams round the corner!
Hi people, i'm back again :)
This week has been better as compared to last week.
FYP as usual, but my reaction got some error :(
The Silver Nanoparticles never get the colour that i wanted. Le sigh..
The calculations that was taught was so different from what i learn in class.
Well, i don't expect people to always spoon feed me though..
I kinda love my FYP group though..especially my supervisor, Jun Jie.
He's such a nice guy! Must emphasize on him being a joker. hahahaha!
Went to clubroom on Thursday and was shock that the year 2 are really hardworking.
One thing i hate about myself is that i always think too much :(
I'm a south person and i get emotional easily.
Maybe the meaning wasn't there, but i think too much.
Maybe i need to sit down with the committee and ask them for feedback.
Well things are starting to get complicated when so many things aren't going our way.
With MST along, the snowball effect starts to kick in.
After MST, i will need to break down the ultra big snowball before i get drown by it.
Anyway, i haven't been really studying much.
I think this is because this sem i only have 4 modules and then to be complacent.
Damn!Bu ke yi!
I guess i will get back to my books for awhile after this post before i even head to bed.
Oh!! Something i always wanted to blog about, but keep forgetting.
I love to daydream. :) hahahaha!
I can stare into space like in bus, class, anywhere!
I can even think of " Will a forensic chemist take a shit to run it through HPLC( a device to check things)"
hahahaha!
Must be the reason why chemist are so curious =x
Things i want to get after my exams:
Galaxy Note $100
Earpiece Wire $150
Dog $XXX-$XXXX
Well my brother is kind enough to pass me his Galaxy Note for $100 in exchange for my iphone 4.
I always wanted to change away my iphone cause i get bored easily.
My plan ends at October and by that time maybe i change again :P
Ahhh my earpiece wire spoil :(
I need to get a replacement which cost me around $150 :(
Le sigh...
Dog!
I always wanted a dog when i'm young, but i'm scared of dog.
Contradicts, but is true!
Talked to my sis about me getting a dog and she don't agree :(
I guess my parents might not agree too!
I will try to talk my way out ^^
If fail then jiu :(
In 12hours time i will be running my first full marathon!
Gonna push myself! 5hours? heh
Alright shall blog when i'm free or after exams ba!
Ciao!
Wai Tat
This week has been better as compared to last week.
FYP as usual, but my reaction got some error :(
The Silver Nanoparticles never get the colour that i wanted. Le sigh..
The calculations that was taught was so different from what i learn in class.
Well, i don't expect people to always spoon feed me though..
I kinda love my FYP group though..especially my supervisor, Jun Jie.
He's such a nice guy! Must emphasize on him being a joker. hahahaha!
Went to clubroom on Thursday and was shock that the year 2 are really hardworking.
One thing i hate about myself is that i always think too much :(
I'm a south person and i get emotional easily.
Maybe the meaning wasn't there, but i think too much.
Maybe i need to sit down with the committee and ask them for feedback.
Well things are starting to get complicated when so many things aren't going our way.
With MST along, the snowball effect starts to kick in.
After MST, i will need to break down the ultra big snowball before i get drown by it.
Anyway, i haven't been really studying much.
I think this is because this sem i only have 4 modules and then to be complacent.
Damn!Bu ke yi!
I guess i will get back to my books for awhile after this post before i even head to bed.
Oh!! Something i always wanted to blog about, but keep forgetting.
I love to daydream. :) hahahaha!
I can stare into space like in bus, class, anywhere!
I can even think of " Will a forensic chemist take a shit to run it through HPLC( a device to check things)"
hahahaha!
Must be the reason why chemist are so curious =x
Things i want to get after my exams:
Galaxy Note $100
Earpiece Wire $150
Dog $XXX-$XXXX
Well my brother is kind enough to pass me his Galaxy Note for $100 in exchange for my iphone 4.
I always wanted to change away my iphone cause i get bored easily.
My plan ends at October and by that time maybe i change again :P
Ahhh my earpiece wire spoil :(
I need to get a replacement which cost me around $150 :(
Le sigh...
Dog!
I always wanted a dog when i'm young, but i'm scared of dog.
Contradicts, but is true!
Talked to my sis about me getting a dog and she don't agree :(
I guess my parents might not agree too!
I will try to talk my way out ^^
If fail then jiu :(
In 12hours time i will be running my first full marathon!
Gonna push myself! 5hours? heh
Alright shall blog when i'm free or after exams ba!
Ciao!
Wai Tat
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