History Repeats.

I think that history is repeating.Once again i lost
I know most of you will be asking what is it about.I'm sorry i won't wish to say.
Today was emotional for me.I cannot accept the fact.I'm a loser and a failure.
Why must it always be my friend and it must always be you this hypocrite.
I swear i will work hard and win you in all the subjects.I won't lose to you in other things anymore!

Today during tuition,lao shi asked me if anything was wrong with me.Yeah indeed something was wrong.I cannot concentrate.I did 15 questions and wrong 8 of them for the first time.

Will be changing to a private blog.I want to keep my feelings to myself.Will change after exam.

Sorry yeah people.

The Last Thing Before I Give Up

Friday(24/4)
-School
-After School [Homework till 4]
-Great World [Get some things]
-Dick house [Soccer with little Indian Kids till 7 and Swimming till 9]
-Home
-Slept

Saturday(25/4)
-Chemistry Remedial [8.30-10]
-Paragon [Louis's Crumpler Bag]
-Taka [Lunch]
-Home
-Slept [2-3 ahhh!]
-English Tuition [Late! 3.30-5.30]
-Starbucks [Study Chinese till 8]
-Queensway [Met up with Dick,Aaron and Eugene to get Dick's "Kaka" Shoes]
-Anchor Point's Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe [Dinner]
-Home
-Watch Soccer
-Slept

Today(26/4)
-Pack my room
-Physics Tuition [1.00-3.00]
-Starbucks [Teach Jun Hao Maths from 3.30-7.30]
-Plaza Singapura [Saw Issac.Dinner with him and his friend]
-Carrefour [Saw Candy and Tricia]
-Home
-Met up With SooZ [Take my Sleeping Bag and his E-Dictionary] [Evil SooZ still want Suan me!]
-Aaron told me Fabregas scored :) All The Best Arsenal :)

After Flu for 2 days.Now Sore Throat for 3 days already :(

I will stop whining about all the things.
Maybe is I think too much.
I think that will be the Last Thing I'm Going To Do Before I Give Up.
I don't want anything from you.I just want you to appreciate what i did.

Won't be Blogging till next week Saturday Morning i guess..

Sick -.-

Ahh.......
Sick ah...Stupid flu.
From morning i used up the whole "box" of tissue that Tommy bought the day before.
Today
-School
-Physics test [Damn happy.I did it :) ]
-Nothing much
-Great World for Lunch [Dick and Eugene]
-Home
-Slept
-Tuition[Ahh stupid flu.Make me cannot concentrate on doing my maths -.- ]
-Dinner lolx damn late la [9.45 dinner]
-Now blogging

Tomorrow's Plan
-school
-Chinese remedial
-Study at library with Jason and Aaron [Aaron need do library duty haha! last week lolx...]
-Dick house to swim,soccer and dinner
-Home
-Tuition Homework
-Sleep

Will my plan work?
Ah....Hope it works.
In progress....
Time is running up!

Anyway enough of myself.My bro went in University.haha! joke.
Congrats.
He won't be reading it,but never mind.

He's watching anime as usual.

Enough of the crap...Off to study my Development i have a test tomorrow.
How to study with a flu on.Save me :( ahhh..

Five minutes till midnight

It's five minutes till midnight.
Did my English,Social studies and Chinese homework...
Tired ah.. lolx.
Tuition on Thursday,Saturday and Sunday..Ftw
But i want to go tuition :)
I want go jogging
No Dota till end of mid year.
Ahhh....
I know what to do already Jun Hao :)

It's just the beginning :)
lol...abit crazy ahhhhhh don't care me :) lol...

It's Finally till an end.

Today
-School
-Funan
-Hair-cut [Finally decided to cut]
-home
-dinner
-Chinese [Freaking Difficult]
-Stress
-Jogging with Jun Hao [Great world]
-Saw Alan wu and her wife.Saw Kai Jun and Teck Meng

When i was running back.I have decided to give up.
I gave myself a week's time to think.
The time is up and I'm going to let go.
I'm Sorry.

You don't have to know why i gave up.There's no reason.[Maybe there is]
But i think i suck.
Thanks for all the motivation guys.I'm sorry i let you down.
And i don't think in the world there is miracle

P/s:Jun Hao thanks for accompanying me to run.Appreciated.

Fruitful Yet Disapointing week :(

Monday-Wednesday
-School
-Subway or Burger King [forgotten]
-home

Thursday
-School
-Orchard Plaza [Thanks Louis for accompanying me :)]
-Far East's Indo food [Louis's recommendation]
-Home

Friday
-School
-Slack
-Library [Study with Aaron and Jason]
-Jog to Queenstown library [Issac,Jason,Han Teng,Heiqel and myself :)]
-Slacked awhile
-Home

Saturday
-Chemistry remedial
-Funan
-Subway -.-
[A crazy couple that want to complain Louis of point middle finger haha!]
-Home
-Orchard Plaza [Tuition] Damn embarrassing
-Window shopping at Centre-point
-Fish&Co [Jason and Aaron]
-Great World Movie [Seventeen again!]Ahhhh hate Zac Efron so handsome haha!
-Saw Louis and Mandy
-Home
-Arsenal Lost to Chelsea :(

Sunday
-Slack
-Homework
-Blog

I studied twenty-six hours and I'm proud of it.I'm doing my best.[Damn no life :( ]

Maybe we need time..:(
Ahhhhh....I don't want to regret :(
Time is running out...

In dilemma whether to cut my hair..Arg...
Should i cut freaking short,so that there won't be so much pimple?
Should i grow longer?
ahh!

I will think twice before i do anything ever again.. :(
P/s:Jun Hao sorry huh i was outside cannot accompany you run :(

Hypocrite

From today onwards,i will study alone.
I won't trust those hypocrite.Get out of my life.(I meant study)
Anyway today was fine...
Went to Charmaine's church thingy with Jun Hao and Cameron.
Kai Jun didn't make it cause he have to attend Hwee Kuan's Advance Birthday celebration.
The programme was okay,except for we have to dance. haha!
Went Mos-burger to eat and went home.
Jun Hao stop joking man haha!
Saw SooZ on the way back and went home with him.

Anyway..tomorrow i'm going to Pungol there for my Cousin's baby 1 month celebration. :)

One more thing Arsenal won :) and i miss the match nvm..There's replay :)
Zai Jian

Dota..

It's been 4months since i played dota.Enjoyed the games with you guy especially the skype part haha!

[Edited]
Today
-Tiong
-Japanese Garden
-Tiong
-Home
-Slept
-Tuition

Watched Liverpool vs Chelsea match today at 3am.
Went back sleep at 5am.
Woke up at 6am.
Tuition sucks today.I can't do a lot of questions.
I'm tired...

Louis i tried my best.:(
P/s:Sorry huh Fanny...didn't went Singapore flyers with you guy...
I will start studying from next week onwards.
Will only blog once a week.

Champions League

Tomorrow morning i'm going to watch the UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!
All the best Arsenal and Man-untied

My life is no longer that colourful..:(

It's empty.

A short post..
Today(6/4/09)
-School
-Subway
-Home
-Slept
-Computer
-Homework
-Jogging
-Newspaper

This is what I've done and some that's going to be finished later.
Slept during Math lesson again.I really can't control myself not to sleep and do my other work.
Maybe is because i watched Man-United match yesterday that cause me to be so tired.I watched till 6x minutes and went to sleep.
There's cross country on Thursday and I'm thinking whether to go.
There's Champions League this Wednesday&Thursday morning!
Should i watch?I will try my best to stay awake in school if i watch,but i really want to watch Arsenal's match :(
Never mind i shall go and jog now cya..

Tried to take a picture of love
Didn't think i miss her that much
I wanna fill this new frame but it's empty.

P/s:hey passerby i will do my best to prove you wrong.Maybe i may not succeed but i will still do my best.

My hundredth post :)

This is my hundredth post and it will be a long and unique post.I still remember it was Adeline Lam who asked me to create a blog.At first I didn't want to create a blog but i still created it in the end.I never regretted creating this blog.

Friday(3/4/09)
-School
-Soccer
-English conferencing
-Chemistry
-Parents Meeting session
-Dinner at tiong
-Home

Today(4/4/09)
-Watch drama
-Clear some rubbish
-Lunch
-Study

Just now i went Tiong Bahru to get some information about my tuition plan.I realised that my A-math tuition will clash if i join the new class. -.-how???
I also realised that i have not been following my own timetable haha!
Time really flies when we're enjoying.
My teachers and my family have different opinion with me.
They want me to go poly as i will struggle in Jc.
I really want to go Jc cause i think that all the courses at poly somehow i'm not interested.
Again how???
Today i finished almost all homework
-Chinese Comprehension(finished)
-Science Chemistry(finished except some don't know how to do)
-Science Physics(Half way)
-English Essay "Hope"(Half way)
Not bad huh?I think by tomorrow afternoon i will finish all my homework and start revising some of my subjects.
"O"level chinese is around the corner.Gonna do something about it.
My E-Dictionary is spoit and sooZ have not lend me yet and he wants to charge me tuition fee for Chinese.So bad huh?
My targets for "O"
-English-A2>
-Chinese-B3>
-A-Math-A1
-Combine Science-A1
-Combine Humanities-A2>

L1R4-8points
L1R5-11 points
I'm doing my best to get this results.
Jia you to all of you too..

Arsenal&Westham are wining.Good job.

Hope tomorrow will be a rainy day,so that i can concentrate. :)

P/s:Jun Hao Jia You don't give up :)One day she will know your effort xD & don't think too much and go study man haha!Don't know ask me :)

Zai Jian
My Hundredth Post

Feeling smart again :)

It's 12.48am now and I'm here blogging.
Yesterday,i was late and got punished by Mr Seah.He's doing his job,but i hated the way he does it.He made me run more than 15times.My whole shirt was full of sweat.
After school headed to Great World again.-.-(this is the fourth time this week! haha)
Homed,slept and went tuition.
Shall do a proper update on either Saturday on Sunday.
Will not be blogging so often already.