For the past 19 years of my life i have not done anything that really make my parents proud or anything that i can feel accomplished.
There is this thought that has been always on my mind: When can i earn money to give my parents to spend?
Well..I always think that my parents are biased towards my siblings, but i'm wrong!
I feel that my parents love me the most.
The amount of time and money they spent on me is just way over my siblings.
Not that i say that my parents don't spend time with them, but really...
Sometimes i get so angry over their nags, but i just don't know why i can't control my temper :/
When i'm young my parents always buy cakes for my birthday and ask me to make a wish.
I always wish to become bill gates, as i can earn a lot of money.
But to think of it now, i should have wish for something more realistic.. haha!
From young, i have never been a good boy.
I skip tuition to go lan shop, fight with my friend which became one of my close friend.haha!, play soccer till late and etc..too much nonsense..
I'm not sure when i became to mature, i started studying and try to create lesser trouble.
I think it started when i went to secondary school.Maybe secondary 3.
No doubt, NCC is one of the thing that made such a great change.
Many other reasons..friends, relationship(i mean courting...hahaha!)I'm such a loser =x
Till today, i lost many friends and also made new friends.
These few days i realize that many people change, and i won't change to adapt.
Treasure your friends!
Well..those are the past, they can't be changed.
But i know that the future can be changed!
This coming year will be tough for me.
Many things are coming up...Study, OITP to Australia, Sailing ahem.., Friends and of course Family.
21 days to PPCDL License test. (Powerboat)
33 days to Driving test.
Really hope i can pass them. :(
Anyway.. My new year resolutions:
- Maintain my GPA at 3.4 or better :D
- Get NUS Scholarship
- Get fit! (Tone body with 6packs)
- Finish my Sundown full marathon
- Ahem ahem...hahaha!
Hope my good friend(Procrastination) don't come find me =x
Wishlist ^^
- Zhik full leggings (for sailing)
- 2nd onitsuka tiger'
- More clothes
- New running shoes
- Oakleys :( Lost mine
Alright thats about it..
Gonna head to bed and Zzzz
Nights people!
Will update when i'm freeeeeee~
Oh and i haven finish my report which is due next week! =x
Last but not least..Thank everyone that wish me..be it facebook,watsapp or message.
Really appreciate it. Will reply you guys soon!
Wish you all a happy new year and a great year ahead :D
ciao~
