History Repeats.

I think that history is repeating.Once again i lost
I know most of you will be asking what is it about.I'm sorry i won't wish to say.
Today was emotional for me.I cannot accept the fact.I'm a loser and a failure.
Why must it always be my friend and it must always be you this hypocrite.
I swear i will work hard and win you in all the subjects.I won't lose to you in other things anymore!

Today during tuition,lao shi asked me if anything was wrong with me.Yeah indeed something was wrong.I cannot concentrate.I did 15 questions and wrong 8 of them for the first time.

Will be changing to a private blog.I want to keep my feelings to myself.Will change after exam.

Sorry yeah people.

The Last Thing Before I Give Up

Friday(24/4)
-School
-After School [Homework till 4]
-Great World [Get some things]
-Dick house [Soccer with little Indian Kids till 7 and Swimming till 9]
-Home
-Slept

Saturday(25/4)
-Chemistry Remedial [8.30-10]
-Paragon [Louis's Crumpler Bag]
-Taka [Lunch]
-Home
-Slept [2-3 ahhh!]
-English Tuition [Late! 3.30-5.30]
-Starbucks [Study Chinese till 8]
-Queensway [Met up with Dick,Aaron and Eugene to get Dick's "Kaka" Shoes]
-Anchor Point's Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe [Dinner]
-Home
-Watch Soccer
-Slept

Today(26/4)
-Pack my room
-Physics Tuition [1.00-3.00]
-Starbucks [Teach Jun Hao Maths from 3.30-7.30]
-Plaza Singapura [Saw Issac.Dinner with him and his friend]
-Carrefour [Saw Candy and Tricia]
-Home
-Met up With SooZ [Take my Sleeping Bag and his E-Dictionary] [Evil SooZ still want Suan me!]
-Aaron told me Fabregas scored :) All The Best Arsenal :)

After Flu for 2 days.Now Sore Throat for 3 days already :(

I will stop whining about all the things.
Maybe is I think too much.
I think that will be the Last Thing I'm Going To Do Before I Give Up.
I don't want anything from you.I just want you to appreciate what i did.

Won't be Blogging till next week Saturday Morning i guess..

Sick -.-

Ahh.......
Sick ah...Stupid flu.
From morning i used up the whole "box" of tissue that Tommy bought the day before.
Today
-School
-Physics test [Damn happy.I did it :) ]
-Nothing much
-Great World for Lunch [Dick and Eugene]
-Home
-Slept
-Tuition[Ahh stupid flu.Make me cannot concentrate on doing my maths -.- ]
-Dinner lolx damn late la [9.45 dinner]
-Now blogging

Tomorrow's Plan
-school
-Chinese remedial
-Study at library with Jason and Aaron [Aaron need do library duty haha! last week lolx...]
-Dick house to swim,soccer and dinner
-Home
-Tuition Homework
-Sleep

Will my plan work?
Ah....Hope it works.
In progress....
Time is running up!

Anyway enough of myself.My bro went in University.haha! joke.
Congrats.
He won't be reading it,but never mind.

He's watching anime as usual.

Enough of the crap...Off to study my Development i have a test tomorrow.
How to study with a flu on.Save me :( ahhh..

Five minutes till midnight

It's five minutes till midnight.
Did my English,Social studies and Chinese homework...
Tired ah.. lolx.
Tuition on Thursday,Saturday and Sunday..Ftw
But i want to go tuition :)
I want go jogging
No Dota till end of mid year.
Ahhh....
I know what to do already Jun Hao :)

It's just the beginning :)
lol...abit crazy ahhhhhh don't care me :) lol...

It's Finally till an end.

Today
-School
-Funan
-Hair-cut [Finally decided to cut]
-home
-dinner
-Chinese [Freaking Difficult]
-Stress
-Jogging with Jun Hao [Great world]
-Saw Alan wu and her wife.Saw Kai Jun and Teck Meng

When i was running back.I have decided to give up.
I gave myself a week's time to think.
The time is up and I'm going to let go.
I'm Sorry.

You don't have to know why i gave up.There's no reason.[Maybe there is]
But i think i suck.
Thanks for all the motivation guys.I'm sorry i let you down.
And i don't think in the world there is miracle

P/s:Jun Hao thanks for accompanying me to run.Appreciated.

Fruitful Yet Disapointing week :(

Monday-Wednesday
-School
-Subway or Burger King [forgotten]
-home

Thursday
-School
-Orchard Plaza [Thanks Louis for accompanying me :)]
-Far East's Indo food [Louis's recommendation]
-Home

Friday
-School
-Slack
-Library [Study with Aaron and Jason]
-Jog to Queenstown library [Issac,Jason,Han Teng,Heiqel and myself :)]
-Slacked awhile
-Home

Saturday
-Chemistry remedial
-Funan
-Subway -.-
[A crazy couple that want to complain Louis of point middle finger haha!]
-Home
-Orchard Plaza [Tuition] Damn embarrassing
-Window shopping at Centre-point
-Fish&Co [Jason and Aaron]
-Great World Movie [Seventeen again!]Ahhhh hate Zac Efron so handsome haha!
-Saw Louis and Mandy
-Home
-Arsenal Lost to Chelsea :(

Sunday
-Slack
-Homework
-Blog

I studied twenty-six hours and I'm proud of it.I'm doing my best.[Damn no life :( ]

Maybe we need time..:(
Ahhhhh....I don't want to regret :(
Time is running out...

In dilemma whether to cut my hair..Arg...
Should i cut freaking short,so that there won't be so much pimple?
Should i grow longer?
ahh!

I will think twice before i do anything ever again.. :(
P/s:Jun Hao sorry huh i was outside cannot accompany you run :(

Hypocrite

From today onwards,i will study alone.
I won't trust those hypocrite.Get out of my life.(I meant study)
Anyway today was fine...
Went to Charmaine's church thingy with Jun Hao and Cameron.
Kai Jun didn't make it cause he have to attend Hwee Kuan's Advance Birthday celebration.
The programme was okay,except for we have to dance. haha!
Went Mos-burger to eat and went home.
Jun Hao stop joking man haha!
Saw SooZ on the way back and went home with him.

Anyway..tomorrow i'm going to Pungol there for my Cousin's baby 1 month celebration. :)

One more thing Arsenal won :) and i miss the match nvm..There's replay :)
Zai Jian