Finally, I'm 19 years old!

Finally, i'm nineteen years old!

For the past 19 years of my life i have not done anything that really make my parents proud or anything that i can feel accomplished.

There is this thought that has been always on my mind: When can i earn money to give my parents to spend?

Well..I always think that my parents are biased towards my siblings, but i'm wrong!

I feel that my parents love me the most.

The amount of time and money they spent on me is just way over my siblings.

Not that i say that my parents don't spend time with them, but really...

Sometimes i get so angry over their nags, but i just don't know why i can't control my temper :/

When i'm young my parents always buy cakes for my birthday and ask me to make a wish.

I always wish to become bill gates, as i can earn a lot of money.

But to think of it now, i should have wish for something more realistic.. haha!

From young, i have never been a good boy.

I skip tuition to go lan shop, fight with my friend which became one of my close friend.haha!, play soccer till late and etc..too much nonsense..

I'm not sure when i became to mature, i started studying and try to create lesser trouble.

I think it started when i went to secondary school.Maybe secondary 3.

No doubt, NCC is one of the thing that made such a great change.

Many other reasons..friends, relationship(i mean courting...hahaha!)I'm such a loser =x

Till today, i lost many friends and also made new friends.

These few days i realize that many people change, and i won't change to adapt.

Treasure your friends!

Well..those are the past, they can't be changed.

But i know that the future can be changed!

This coming year will be tough for me.

Many things are coming up...Study, OITP to Australia, Sailing ahem.., Friends and of course Family.

21 days to PPCDL License test. (Powerboat)

33 days to Driving test.

Really hope i can pass them. :(

Anyway.. My new year resolutions:

• Maintain my GPA at 3.4 or better :D
• Get NUS Scholarship
• Get fit! (Tone body with 6packs)
• Finish my Sundown full marathon
• Ahem ahem...hahaha!

Is kind of difficult but i will try my best..

Hope my good friend(Procrastination) don't come find me =x

Wishlist ^^

• Zhik full leggings (for sailing)
• 2nd onitsuka tiger'
• More clothes
• New running shoes
• Oakleys :( Lost mine

Alright thats about it..

Gonna head to bed and Zzzz

Nights people!

Will update when i'm freeeeeee~

Oh and i haven finish my report which is due next week! =x

Last but not least..Thank everyone that wish me..be it facebook,watsapp or message.

Really appreciate it. Will reply you guys soon!

Wish you all a happy new year and a great year ahead :D

ciao~

Confused..

Sometimes, i really dislike my classmate.(like for awhile..)

Is either the attitude of them or when they stress me up.

However, when we're playing, they can be damn nice to be together.

I don't know... ahh....

Anyway, my all my results are back..

Engineering maths II -40/50 (A)

Bio process - 83/100 (A) shioked! :0

Forensic Chemistry 43.5/50 (A)

Environmental Studies B 38/50 (B+)

Current Guideline to manufacturing products 75/100 (B+)

Laboratory management 27/50 (D)

Stupid LM! :(

OITP-Overseas industrial training program is out!

Germany,Ireland and Australia!

I want go Australia!

I need maintain 3.5-3.6 gpa!

JY ba Wai Tat!

Anyway i realize that kay kay's dimples are artificial!

My dimple can be seen okay! haha!

Anw something to share with you guys that are reading!

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=3&p=24&v=565

k ciao! will post soon!

I'm really a burden.

Today is a day to remember as many things happen in my house.

Well, i will not elaborate in details, but just that i feel that i'm the one that cause the problem.

Nobody knows how stress i am. Every time you see me, i give you a smile.

Maybe you might find it real, but i'm actually feigning a smile.

In secondary school, i don't feel stress at all.

People say i'm clever.(Not boasting)

But, when i enter polytechnic, i feel the stress.

Stress from friends,teachers, everyone!

I feel stupid when i mix with my friends.

The actions from them, the words they say, really make me feel dumb.

Now i feel the peer stress. :(

Every test or exam they compare marks and answers.

Every test i need to work extra hard to get a B+ or A when they just smoke through it with no sweat.

The reason why i want to do well is because i want a better job next time.

I want to get into NUS to reduce my parent's burden on my school fees.

I don't want to go overseas for university.

But then,sometimes i really doubt myself if i can do it.

This semester mst was disastrous:

Maths-40/50 (A)

Env studies- 38/50 (B+)

CGMP- 75/50(B+)

Lab management-27/50(D+)

Forensic Chem-?

Bio-process- ??

I set high expectations for myself, but no one knows the things that i'm going through.

You might think that i'm making life tough for myself, but i'm not doing things for myself!

I'm doing things for my future and for the family!

Yea i know i'm in the wrong today, i shouldn't have shown my attitude.

But i just can't control my fucking subconscious mind!

It just showed my emotion by itself.

I'm sorry!

I know you people will never read my blog, but sorry!

Term Break :D

Finally, i'm here blogging again~

Hmm..where shall i start off with?

Alright..I'm finally sailing at NSC (NATIONAL SAILING CENTRE!) wooohooo!

Yup the wind there are strong that my boat always heel.HAHA!

I'm too light =x

My weight(54~56) is just the minimum weight to sail the Laser Radial.

My boat, Jeremy's old boat, always leak water! Damn heavy!

Next week,i will be participating in the Singapore Laser Trophy.

Well i don't aim for the first few but at least top 10-15.

Hope i won't be that disappointed.

Alright move on with my studies.

I have not been paying attention in class!

My attention span is like hmm so short? haha!

Gg la how to maintain 3.5 or even higher?

My first LM test 17/30 :( MR LKS you owe me a bloody mark which is totally correct!

So... 18/30

Not so bad after all... It is a 5% test so i manage to secure 3% of the overall marks HAHA!

MST is coming after the exam!

Therefore, tomorrow i shall start chionging already!

I promise i will only play 1hour of maple per day!

Now to work!

Last week, i worked three days in a row.

Two of it was event.

At wavehouse, there are 3 captains: Era, Liyana and Shah.

All of them are Malay females.

Era and Liyana are the better captains.

That day, i was working with a few new people (Malay).

They damn slack and she(Shah) like don't care.

I kept serving drinks and help to do task.

Then Mervin, my operation manager, ask me to serve a few people.

I serve them and this shah scold me.

She said" Mervin ask you do you do. He ask you jump down you jump down?"

Fucking crap? She didn't even use her brain before she even speak.

Then the Malay bartender helped her.Also another retard that knows nothing.

I'm not trying to be racist, but why can't they just think?

MALAYS ARE FUCKING HUMAN BEING THAT ONLY MUTATE HALF WAY.

Fuck dogs la.

Anw after that day,as i was walking towards the beach station.

A colleague of mine, a pretty girl(hmm don't know if i should call her a lady? haha!), was driving the buggy.She was sending the customer to the beach station.

And you know what?

She spotted me and gave me a ride!

Shiok!

Well sometimes things like this just helps isn't it?

I think i'm really determine to quit for sure.

Alright enough of my rants!

Time to get some serious stuff done!

Ciao~

My life just get busier everyday...

Finally, i managed to spare some time to update my dear blog.

Therefore, i shall make a short yet quite detailed (a bit contradicting but never mind :D ).

Monday

Went Wavehouse work for the first time!

First day major event already..Wa kao!

Super lot of Indian la!

Dropped a cup of whiskey :(

Really tired!

Tuesday

School for the whole day!

Extremely exhausted till i fell sick.

Headache for the whole night and pop 2 paracetamol.

Wednesday

Went school in the morning.

Headache again after i reach home.

Pop another stronger paracetamol and slept for 2 hours before heading to work.

Wasn't suppose to work but manager allow :)

K really buey tahan already

Bye! Sleep time!

Mundane routine

Shall talk about some school stuff...

Yeah, school hasn't been that great.

Have not settle down from my holiday mood.

I just can't concentrate in class. hehe ^^

I really need to settle down as soon as possible.

The modules for this semester is really difficult. :(

Sometimes i really wish i wasn't in this course.

The people here are so smart that makes me feel really stupid.

Yeah they are smart, but they can be real irritating at times.

~

Gained weight these few days.

Felt guilty, but yet i can't run to burn away the fats that i accumulated over the excess consumption of carbohydrates.

For example, i ate 3 bowls of rice today for dinner as i skipped my lunch.

I skip lunch because i have to help out for Sailing in the CCA open house.

Some people ask me to gain weight to build up, while some people ask me to reduce weight to tone my body.

So which is real? Ha...

Anyway, i'm gonna start work at Wavehouse next week!

Excited, yet feeling scared.

Whatever~

Ok off to do some work before heading to bed.

Nights people!

Something here and there

Today is the third day of year 2 :)

The modules are not as simple already and everyday i'm feeling so restless.

Totally no motivation to study at all! :(

Lets start with Monday, first day of school.

Nothing special just that the bio-process teacher is so damn long-winded!

Yesterday was epic!

First i thought my doctor appointment at Alexander Hospital was yesterday.

Then i went there and the nurse told me was today >:(

Damn p.s to the max la!

Then rush for gems class!

Another p.s thing la go in the Ang Moh teacher straight ask me introduce myself.

Anyhow bomb :P

Then played some games and held a girl hand.

Well is not that i never hold one before, but just that i find girls hand are so smooth compare to mine!

I think i really need to get a glove for my gym sessions!

The girl was not bad looking too :)

Started the day at 8 and ended at 6 -.-

Today, i went to the sports clinic and the doctor told me that i might need an operation if my ankle's ligament and muscle tissues don't heal within 3-6months.

Pray that it heals :(

Physiotherapy is needed and starting next Monday!

Went home and headed to the gym!

Quite productive! :P

Then went back to the basketball court and look at Eugene and the other play.

Since no one reads my blog i shall just type whatever i like~

Mun Wai please la I don't want go watch you all play because i want to rest you call me PSK?

Seriously if i didn't control my temper i would have screw you on the spot and i mean it!

You always say people i also never care le take a look at yourself before you even say anything jerk!

Arg spoil mood kia!

Three months or more no sports!

Shall build up my body then!

Tomorrow is my interview at Wavehouse!

Hope i get the job and earn some money to buy stuffs :P

Will blog about more things the next time which will be Friday i guess! HAHA

Ciao~