Screwed

I've decided to blog this after considering for many days.

Firstly,I still feel really guilty about the conflict during Secondary four.Till today,I still can't forget that because of my pettiness and result in so many troubles.I'm sorry to the class that I always do things to disturb the class last year and both the cliques.

Please forgive me for being ignorant people.....

Secondly,I screwed my prelims.
Physics paper-Magnetism came out and i did it wrongly!I thought it was from South to North,but it was the other way.Why electrical circuit never come out! :(
Miss Chee told me I got A1 for my Chemistry and i actually got full marks for my practical,but i minus five marks for lending things(Solid P) from Aaron. :/

Chinese-Worst!I wrote rubbish.I'm sorry Lao shi...I know that you always have high hopes for me,but i guess I'm going to disappoint you.I sat in the middle of the hall and it was horrible:It was damn hot!.I finished my paper 1 and have time to check. -.- Normally,I will be struggling to finish it.
Tell you something funny...I was suppose to write a letter to praise the organisation,but i wrote about something bad during the event.HAHA!

A-Math-Most Disappointed.I'm going to get a B4 (i guess ).I've so many careless mistake.
Yesterday,i went to tuition and i told Lao shi about my mistakes and we laughed.Haha..
Today's paper two was no where good.I managed to complete the paper with some questions which i anyhow do. :(

I think I can't get the colours award this time and I'm no longer the best in Secondary five.
Every paper that i take,i can feel the stress before hand.I'm afraid i cannot score,cannot be top and will lose to my classmates.

Yea..I'm a sixteen year's old boy that is afraid to lose;I'm a loser too.

Third,I know that i shouldn't write this but i kept this in my heart for months.
I'm not that kind of person who really text people in the past,but i learn it from my friends how to like communicate and I'm still suck at it..haha!Till today,I still can't figure out the message,but it's okay.Good luck for your papers. :)

Now that if you have read my post above,please do not think that i want to gain any sympathy or anything.I wrote this because i kept this in my heart for very long and,therefore,i decided to post.

Now that I'm with you guys,i hope i won't do anything silly again.I'm really sorry to you guys(you know who you are if you are every going to read).If there's chance for me to repay you guys...I will.

People who don't really know me..Now you see the true colours of me.I've change for a better person,but i was once an idiotic boy.

Please forgive me :)