life isn't smooth sailing

Hello!

Things haven't been going smoothly these few days.
Be it fyp, sailing and everything that can happen.

Hardwork and effort = results?
I really doubt the equation.

:(

FYP

Once i told Zul that science need luck and he told me rubbish.
Today, i dare to prove him wrong.
I don't believe that all experiment are successful.
Some people just get lucky and smoke through, but some just can't get it.

All the hardwork from us are being doubt every single time we present our progress report.

I mean seriously?

I strongly believe that at least 0.0x mg of dye has been attached to it.

I really hope things can get better.

Sailing

Zul once told me, being a president you got to do.
NOBODY gives a fuck when you get things done.
I'm not such a person.
I love to get recognize by people, but also recognize other people if they done well.

Many people quit sailing cause they lost passion.
I seriously want to punch those fuckers.
You guys made me lost my passion in sailing when i was in year one.
And then you guys say you lost your passion and just leave now?
Fuck off.
I will never forgive you guys for what you have did.

Also by saying this, i will make sure that anyone that sails under me, gets an opportunity to make their dream come true.

I got to say, i'm not the best leader out there, but i'm sure i can make things happen.

I got to admit that i love working alone.

I make sure things are done.

I can work as a team, provided the person proves that he is trust-able.

If you don't do anything? Might as well fuck off?

Sigh...

Enough is enough.

I got to do something about it.

Ciao.

我累了

Exams are coming to an end, with one last paper (Advance Organic Chemistry).

The name sounds difficult.. but it's manageable.

Hoping to score well for this semester. Guessing a A A B+ for now. And of course the last paper aiming for an A.

So many things going through my head, and i decided to blog.

Been a long time since i visited this place.

Too many thoughts.. :(

Emotions...

This holiday will be a torturing one.

Too many things to do!

Shall head to bed.

Ciao.

If only anyone knows me better.

Will blog later tonight about somethings that i want to spill out :(

Off to my final test! Hope can score well and :P all A's if possible hehe =x

So exams ended yesterday.

Hmm...Everything went well i guess, i think i can get 3A's and 1B+.
But still hope all A's haa =x

After exams, i went to clubroom and tidy up. :)
Damn clean now ok!
I think if i no job, i really can be cleaner sia!
HAHA!

Chat with Daryl and Kennedy about some sailing stuff that is gonna happen soon.

Then off to meet the clique!
Lucky Han Teng drove and fetch me from queensway :P
Met Fanny and ate at Spize.
As usual i at Nasi Goreng Ayam(Chicken rice).
Chat and waited for Alvin to come.
Alvin was damn late!
But late better than never come right? haha
Went to Chinatown to eat Durian!Obviously, i didn't eat.
The weird thing is that i eat durian ice-cream but not the fruit itself.
And thanks to fanny she accidentally make the durian touch my face -.-
But as a gentlemen like me is ok :P
Went home and played dota with alvin,dick and han teng.
Epic match, slept at 3.

Today

Woke up at 9am and it started raining -.-
When i want to play soccer, rain.
When i want to sleep, sunny.
Haiyo...
But the weather became extremely hot in the afternoon.
Played for around 3hours before we went to swim.
Head to tiong and had KFC.
Its been really a long time since i have it.
Wanted Mac all thanks to the hello kitty.
Well i don't really fancy them, but like fun to collect such stuff =x

As i was saying, i wanted to share something.
So this it how it goes.
I don't know why you can be so irresponsible.
Really!I could have chosen anyone else to be my ahem ahem..
If you really think for the club, you will do it.
You have a license and you don't want to do.
If i have the license(if i pass on 9June), i swear i will bring the boat and help.

Not trying to say i'm very good la.
But i can even sacrifice my exam time to help out in the RSYC event!
One day before my exams!
Regrets..
Oh well...
That's why i always like to work alone, whereby i don't need to get angry over such things and feel accomplished.
I know teamwork is important, but do remember that if you don't even put in the effort, don't expect people to even respect you.

I'm trying to think otherwise of you already.
Please stop trying to do things that make me feel disgusted.
I will really pull your shirt up and confront you.
Trust me, there is a limit.
You are a leader, do what you need to do and not what you're suppose to do!

K enough of my rants..

On the 26 of May, i ran my first ever 42.195Km full marathon, Sundown Marathon.
It was crazy, so call me maybe? :P
Ran my first 21km in 2.30hours.
Then it started raining when i reach east coast park -.-
I continue to run until the point the full strength of the cat 1 storm came.
Actually i can continue to run, but my phone :(
I went to the hawker center and waited for the rain to stop.
Yu sen was beside me.
I was shivering and my leg muscles started to cool down.
This is when you don't feel like running anymore.
The organizer of sundown was nice. They sent like sms about what time the rain will stop.
We waited for 1hour for the rain to subside, but it didn't.
The helpers ask us if we want continue or take the sweeper bus back to the starting area.
For a moment, yu sen and i really was tempted, but i told him this: " we run half already, if we give up now, about don't make sense ah".
Haha!
So we continue to run through the rain.(It decrease by half,but still... -.-)
Completed the race in 7hours. Thanks to the spoiler rain!
My last 2km took me 20minutes! My leg was going to cramp!
Nice to be a finisher!
Water went in my iphone and now abit sot le.

Nvm..My next post will be about my OITP trip at Australia ba :P
Stay tune!
Ciao!
Wai Tat

Exams round the corner!

Hi people, i'm back again :)

This week has been better as compared to last week.

FYP as usual, but my reaction got some error :(
The Silver Nanoparticles never get the colour that i wanted. Le sigh..
The calculations that was taught was so different from what i learn in class.
Well, i don't expect people to always spoon feed me though..
I kinda love my FYP group though..especially my supervisor, Jun Jie.
He's such a nice guy! Must emphasize on him being a joker. hahahaha!

Went to clubroom on Thursday and was shock that the year 2 are really hardworking.

One thing i hate about myself is that i always think too much :(
I'm a south person and i get emotional easily.
Maybe the meaning wasn't there, but i think too much.
Maybe i need to sit down with the committee and ask them for feedback.

Well things are starting to get complicated when so many things aren't going our way.
With MST along, the snowball effect starts to kick in.
After MST,  i will need to break down the ultra big snowball before i get drown by it.

Anyway, i haven't been really studying much.
I think this is because this sem i only have 4 modules and then to be complacent.
Damn!Bu ke yi!
I guess i will get back to my books for awhile after this post before i even head to bed.

Oh!! Something i always wanted to blog about, but keep forgetting.
I love to daydream. :) hahahaha!
I can stare into space like in bus, class, anywhere!
I can even think of " Will a forensic chemist take a shit to run it through HPLC( a device to check things)"
hahahaha!
Must be the reason why chemist are so curious =x

Things i want to get after my exams:
Galaxy Note $100
Earpiece Wire $150
Dog $XXX-$XXXX

Well my brother is kind enough to pass me his Galaxy Note for $100 in exchange for my iphone 4.
I always wanted to change away my iphone cause i get bored easily.
My plan ends at October and by that time maybe i change again :P

Ahhh my earpiece wire spoil :(
I need to get a replacement which cost me around $150 :(
Le sigh...

Dog!
I always wanted a dog when i'm young, but i'm scared of dog.
Contradicts, but is true!
Talked to my sis about me getting a dog and she don't agree :(
I guess my parents might not agree too!
I will try to talk my way out ^^
If fail then jiu :(

In 12hours time i will be running my first full marathon!
Gonna push myself! 5hours? heh

Alright shall blog when i'm free or after exams ba!
Ciao!
Wai Tat

Not in a mood :(

Hello people..
I have so much to tell, but yet i can't find a person to confine to.
Therefore, i came to this place whereby i can talk to myself and reflect.

Well this post will consist of three parts.

First part (School)


School has been hectic. really hectic!
FYP FYP FYP!
Everyday after school i have to go down to my lab and run my synthesis and stuff.
It gets really tiring and when i have so much other things to care(which i will elaborate later).
I am not as smart as my fellow group mate and i can also say i'm not as hardworking as them.
I feel like a burden at times when they can find research paper and stuff while i can only seek help from them.
I know that it is a teamwork kind of project, but sometimes the feeling of being useless just makes me feel stupid.
I am not trying to blame my group mates for being smart, but for my laziness and stupidity.

Formal reports, datasheets and so much more tutorials.

:( I really i wish i can just tell my parents that i want to quit school!

Second part(Sailing)

As what people always say " life is not always smooth sailing".
I got to agree to a certain extend.
There maybe times whereby you agree with people and times whereby people disagree.
Different people have different perception.
I always do things that i think will benefit the club and the people.
If you disagree, i can consider.

Being a President, taking care of 100 over people?
Is really not an easy job.
Before i even become the President, Rahul once told me " Be a true leader and not a positional leader"
I told him i will try.
But as time pass by, i have no choice but to act as a positional leader.
People are just taking things for granted.
I may be kind, but don't take things for granted.(And i mean it.)
I can be smiling all the time, that doesn't mean that i agree with what you're doing.
I give u task u jolly well finish it up.
If you can't do it, don't take up the job.

I'm very busy, yet i try to give in sometime to sailing.
Does 4hours of sailing make you fail an exam? Well i totally don't think so.
I'm a slow leaner, but what i think is that if you have the determination, nothing is impossible.

I know i am in a state of anger, but all i can say is that nobody wants the club to be in jeopardy.
I always listen back to the song that we sang during the TBC and the notes you guys wrote.
I can't possibly please everyone.
If you think i'm making you stress tell me.
Seriously, i'm not GOD!
I can't possibly know what you're thinking and stuff.
I know i can be abit kanchiong at times, tell me i will slow down!

Third(Personal life)

This few weeks have been a roller coaster ride.
Full of ups and down.

I'm abit pek chek now..
Will blog soon ba ;(

Ciao!
Wai Tat

Australia OITP (Second Week)

Hello people, i'm back again! HAHA!

Alright so things are going quite smoothly..except for the part that ya some irritating guy arg..

If possible, i will try to blog everyday with pictures ;)

15 March 2012 (Thursday)

Went to school and learn the new software for Molecular Dynamics (MD).

If you don't know..hmm is something to do with protein. HAHA!

Alright..home after that and had dinner!

I cooked pasta, but hmm abit fail =x

Then i cooked the next day's lunch. (Beehoon with hashbrown and vegetables)

The beehoon was actually vermicelli so yup damn soft.

It wasn't very salty so hmm i kinda like it though! Ahh Forgot to take picture of it!

Nvm...

Talk about some interesting Secondary School stuff and slept!

16 March 2012 (Friday)

Went school and continued with my MD.

Had lunch and continued with work.

Then my supervisor told us then we can leave cause the thing takes few hours to complete.

Went to Australia Fair and got some chocolate and chips home as they are on discount ^^

Homed.

Now slacking and waiting for the rest to come back to cook dinner :D

17 March 2012 (Saturday)

Woke up and decided to make french toast with hashbrown for breakfast :D

See i'm such a nice guy ^^

Went to Movie World,a theme park(if you guys don't know, it's actually owned by Warner Brothers)

First they went to the green lantern and superman rides. (Extreme roller coaster)

I didn't went cause i'm kinda scared.. haha!

Then we head to the 4g movie theater.

It was awesome!(The air the water the seats moving!)

The 3d was extremely real compared to Singapore's Movie -.-

Went for my first Roller Coaster ride of my life: Road Runner Roller Coaster.

It was for kids =x

The ride was okay..except the slight plunging down part.

Then we moved on to Scooby Doo (Another Roller Coaster ride which is in the dark!)

At first it was okay..Then a sudden backwards plunge down and thats it.HAHA!

Was extremely fun that i managed to overcome my fear to go for it the second time!

Then we went to the Wild Wild West.(It is the log rides with water)

Extremely steep but also extremely fun :D

Then it came to the main event!

A few cartoon character mascot came out like (Batman, Looney Toons, Catwoman, Justice League, Scooby Doo and gang and etc.)

They shuffle to the song and act damn real!

Bored a few things for myself and my family.

Still can't decide what to buy for my friends though...

I can't stand people with extreme mood swing!

Like wth? I don't owe you anything alright!

I use to have attitude problem and i got to agree with it.

People tell me and i changed for the better.

By looking at you, your "determination face" nah..

I won't change for you.

I'm pretty happy with myself now.

Happy go Lucky!

Alright people off to complete some work! Shall post later!

Australia OITP (First Week)

Hello people! Greetings from the land of kangaroos and Koala Bear, Australia!

Last week 4/3/12 i too the night flight (Singapore Airlines) :P from Singapore to Brisbane.

It was my first time taking night fight and also the longest flight of about 8hours 15minutes.

The plane was flooded with Japaneses.

Everyone(my classmates) were separated and i sat beside a Japanese teacher. o.O

Watched Real Steel and Big Bang Theory.

Was too tired and fell asleep. =x

Halfway through the flight, a female Japanese student fainted in the toilet and was given a oxygen mask.

So i was awake by the movement of the teacher, who needs to take care of her.

Well i was frustrated but yet pity the teacher.

Reached Brisbane Airport at around 7.45.

The customs were really strict and they look so fierce. -.-

The secretary of Griffith University was nice to help us arrange transport to our apartment.

We stay at Meriton Apartment in Gold Coast.

6 Aqua Street,

Southport,

Queensland 4218

Settled down and went for grocery shopping.

Had Korean food and it was hmm ok? HAHA!(too fussy =x)

So there goes my first day in Australia.

5 March 2012 (2 Day) Monday

Cab to school and was shocked at the rate.

Every 3 seconds the meter will jump 10cents.

The total amount was about 3x Aussie.

Dr Gary and Dr Shai brought us around the campus to have a feel of there.

Then, we had our induction program.

I was shocked once again that i don't have to go lab :(

My project was on influenza virus (H1N1,H5N1) Familiar?

It was the virus that killed so many people world wide.

I was told to use the computer from my whole OITP :(

Computational BioChemistry Science.

After, we went to the career fair and it was more of a motivational talk kind of thing. =x

Cab home again as we do not have the "go" card (their ez-link card).

6 March 2012 (3 Day) Tuesday

Cab to school again -.-

Heart pain sia! The amount of money we spend on transport!

Started on our project.

Our supervisor,Jeff Dayson, was nice. :)

Started on some tutorials on codes using unix(a software for proteins and stuff).

Got our "go" card and took the bus home.

Their bus have specific timing whereby if it states 7.15 it will come around that time.

Unlike Singapore, that have bus coming every few minutes and people still complaining. -.-

Their bus comes every half an hour if miss.

Our apartment have swimming pool :)

So Yu Sen(My partner/Classmate) and i went for a swim.

Swam 20laps and did 10push ups and we're dead. HAHA!

Cooked fried rice for dinner.

Did log book and slept!

7 March 2012 (4 Day) Wednesday

Went to school as usual , and did tutorials.

Nothing much..

Home..

Dinner..(cook again!)

Sleep

8 March 2012 (5 Day) Thursday

Went to school as usual , and did tutorials.

Went grocery shopping at Australia Fair.

Had Hungry Jack for dinner!

Hungry Jack is like their MacDonald there!

Home and sleep :)

9 March 2012 (6 Day) Friday

Nothing much..more or less the same haha!

10 March 2012 (7 Day) Saturday

Here comes the more interesting part!

That day, we went DreamWorld! (Theme park at Queensland)

They have 5 "Themeparks"

First we played "The claw".

It looks not scary, but! when i sat on it, my balls drop!

No joke! we were spinning in the air and going sideways.

Something like a pendulum.

The scary part was when we go backwards down. -.-

My face was quite pale when i came down.Feeling so relieved.

Then we head to another ride.

It was turning fast and we are going sideways horizontally.

After the ride, my stomach was going crazy..

Went to vomit and rest for a few rides before continue with the other rides.

It was the first time i try these rides in my life.(I've never play any rides before)

I know very noob right ? Haha!

Went to see Kangaroos and Koala Bear!

So cuteeeeee!

Touch the Kangaroos and took a picture with it.

The Koala Bears were all stuck on the trees sleeping :(

Had Subway for dinner.

2 footlong and drinks for 16aussie? Damn Worth it!

Home and slept! (shag!)

11 March 2012 (7 Day) Sunday

Woke up..had a bowl of instant noodle for breakfast =x

Went to Harbour Town to shop.

All i can say is that it is 2 times the size of Vivocity!

Had Macdonald for Lunch! Aus Mac > Singapore Mac .

Though their sauce have to pay =(

Bought two shorts from their country brand.

Wanted to get the ripcurl broadshorts, but the thought of saving money.. :(

So i gave up the idea.

Went Tommy Hilfiger and Ralph Lauren.

The sizes were too big for me!

Nvm i shall head back there to get some polos for my sister, Dad and Mum.

Still thinking what to buy for my Brother though..

Home..

Cook spaghetti and slept!

12 March 2012 (8 Day) Monday

Went school..Did more work and feel accomplished :D

Grocery Shopping at Australia Fair again!

I love grocery shopping..I always do it in Singapore too!

Reached home around 7plus and cooked rice(i think).

Slept~

13 March 2012 (9 Day) Tuesday

Nothing much...As usual, went school and stuff..

14 March 2012 (10 Day) Wednesday

Went school and continue with my research project.

Once again feeling happy :D

Went home around 3 as we finished our work!

Another supervisor came back today and will start on Molecular Dynamics tomorrow!

I think i swam a few days but forgotten when..haha nvm!

The transport here sure is expensive!

The minimum amount for a bus ride is 3.15 compared to 73cents in Singapore?

Loving the weather here!

Eventhough the sun is bright, but the strong wind sure compensate the heat for it! HAHA

Everytime the wind blows, i will have the feel to sail.

I really miss sailing :(

Le sigh..

I really hate irresponsible people!

If you can't do it, don't agree to it in the first place.

Hate you since you join!

Go away!!!!

I also hate people that scold me STUPID!

So what if you're clever? Go die la!

I can tolerate you, but don't go overboard yeah!

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

Unlucky

Hello people!

It's been a long time since i have my last post.

Last Thursday, i went down to play basketball and sprained my leg while trying to reject a action baba kid. -.-

As usual, i was screaming like mad.

The last time i had a sprain was maybe half a year ago?

It also took me that long to recover my leg.

Sigh..

I have a meeting for OITP tomorrow, QAAS paper on Thursday and lastly i'm flying off on Saturday to Australia!

Super unlucky la! That mole boy!Argh.. angry!

If not of my sprained leg, i would have went for sailing last Sunday, train for my 42.195km which is on May.I hope i can clear it.

On the brighter side, i got myself a LV wallet with my name engrave on it.

Haha..

Alright the next post will be longer i promise..

Not in the mood to really post now.

Cya people