Not in a mood :(

Hello people..
I have so much to tell, but yet i can't find a person to confine to.
Therefore, i came to this place whereby i can talk to myself and reflect.

Well this post will consist of three parts.

First part (School)


School has been hectic. really hectic!
FYP FYP FYP!
Everyday after school i have to go down to my lab and run my synthesis and stuff.
It gets really tiring and when i have so much other things to care(which i will elaborate later).
I am not as smart as my fellow group mate and i can also say i'm not as hardworking as them.
I feel like a burden at times when they can find research paper and stuff while i can only seek help from them.
I know that it is a teamwork kind of project, but sometimes the feeling of being useless just makes me feel stupid.
I am not trying to blame my group mates for being smart, but for my laziness and stupidity.

Formal reports, datasheets and so much more tutorials.

:( I really i wish i can just tell my parents that i want to quit school!

Second part(Sailing)

As what people always say " life is not always smooth sailing".
I got to agree to a certain extend.
There maybe times whereby you agree with people and times whereby people disagree.
Different people have different perception.
I always do things that i think will benefit the club and the people.
If you disagree, i can consider.

Being a President, taking care of 100 over people?
Is really not an easy job.
Before i even become the President, Rahul once told me " Be a true leader and not a positional leader"
I told him i will try.
But as time pass by, i have no choice but to act as a positional leader.
People are just taking things for granted.
I may be kind, but don't take things for granted.(And i mean it.)
I can be smiling all the time, that doesn't mean that i agree with what you're doing.
I give u task u jolly well finish it up.
If you can't do it, don't take up the job.

I'm very busy, yet i try to give in sometime to sailing.
Does 4hours of sailing make you fail an exam? Well i totally don't think so.
I'm a slow leaner, but what i think is that if you have the determination, nothing is impossible.

I know i am in a state of anger, but all i can say is that nobody wants the club to be in jeopardy.
I always listen back to the song that we sang during the TBC and the notes you guys wrote.
I can't possibly please everyone.
If you think i'm making you stress tell me.
Seriously, i'm not GOD!
I can't possibly know what you're thinking and stuff.
I know i can be abit kanchiong at times, tell me i will slow down!

Third(Personal life)

This few weeks have been a roller coaster ride.
Full of ups and down.

I'm abit pek chek now..
Will blog soon ba ;(

Ciao!
Wai Tat