Hi people, i'm back again :)
This week has been better as compared to last week.
FYP as usual, but my reaction got some error :(
The Silver Nanoparticles never get the colour that i wanted. Le sigh..
The calculations that was taught was so different from what i learn in class.
Well, i don't expect people to always spoon feed me though..
I kinda love my FYP group though..especially my supervisor, Jun Jie.
He's such a nice guy! Must emphasize on him being a joker. hahahaha!
Went to clubroom on Thursday and was shock that the year 2 are really hardworking.
One thing i hate about myself is that i always think too much :(
I'm a south person and i get emotional easily.
Maybe the meaning wasn't there, but i think too much.
Maybe i need to sit down with the committee and ask them for feedback.
Well things are starting to get complicated when so many things aren't going our way.
With MST along, the snowball effect starts to kick in.
After MST, i will need to break down the ultra big snowball before i get drown by it.
Anyway, i haven't been really studying much.
I think this is because this sem i only have 4 modules and then to be complacent.
Damn!Bu ke yi!
I guess i will get back to my books for awhile after this post before i even head to bed.
Oh!! Something i always wanted to blog about, but keep forgetting.
I love to daydream. :) hahahaha!
I can stare into space like in bus, class, anywhere!
I can even think of " Will a forensic chemist take a shit to run it through HPLC( a device to check things)"
hahahaha!
Must be the reason why chemist are so curious =x
Things i want to get after my exams:
Galaxy Note $100
Earpiece Wire $150
Dog $XXX-$XXXX
Well my brother is kind enough to pass me his Galaxy Note for $100 in exchange for my iphone 4.
I always wanted to change away my iphone cause i get bored easily.
My plan ends at October and by that time maybe i change again :P
Ahhh my earpiece wire spoil :(
I need to get a replacement which cost me around $150 :(
Le sigh...
Dog!
I always wanted a dog when i'm young, but i'm scared of dog.
Contradicts, but is true!
Talked to my sis about me getting a dog and she don't agree :(
I guess my parents might not agree too!
I will try to talk my way out ^^
If fail then jiu :(
In 12hours time i will be running my first full marathon!
Gonna push myself! 5hours? heh
Alright shall blog when i'm free or after exams ba!
Ciao!
Wai Tat
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Friday, May 18, 2012
Not in a mood :(
Hello people..
I have so much to tell, but yet i can't find a person to confine to.
Therefore, i came to this place whereby i can talk to myself and reflect.
Well this post will consist of three parts.
First part (School)
School has been hectic. really hectic!
FYP FYP FYP!
Everyday after school i have to go down to my lab and run my synthesis and stuff.
It gets really tiring and when i have so much other things to care(which i will elaborate later).
I am not as smart as my fellow group mate and i can also say i'm not as hardworking as them.
I feel like a burden at times when they can find research paper and stuff while i can only seek help from them.
I know that it is a teamwork kind of project, but sometimes the feeling of being useless just makes me feel stupid.
I am not trying to blame my group mates for being smart, but for my laziness and stupidity.
Formal reports, datasheets and so much more tutorials.
:( I really i wish i can just tell my parents that i want to quit school!
Second part(Sailing)
As what people always say " life is not always smooth sailing".
I got to agree to a certain extend.
There maybe times whereby you agree with people and times whereby people disagree.
Different people have different perception.
I always do things that i think will benefit the club and the people.
If you disagree, i can consider.
Being a President, taking care of 100 over people?
Is really not an easy job.
Before i even become the President, Rahul once told me " Be a true leader and not a positional leader"
I told him i will try.
But as time pass by, i have no choice but to act as a positional leader.
People are just taking things for granted.
I may be kind, but don't take things for granted.(And i mean it.)
I can be smiling all the time, that doesn't mean that i agree with what you're doing.
I give u task u jolly well finish it up.
If you can't do it, don't take up the job.
I'm very busy, yet i try to give in sometime to sailing.
Does 4hours of sailing make you fail an exam? Well i totally don't think so.
I'm a slow leaner, but what i think is that if you have the determination, nothing is impossible.
I know i am in a state of anger, but all i can say is that nobody wants the club to be in jeopardy.
I always listen back to the song that we sang during the TBC and the notes you guys wrote.
I can't possibly please everyone.
If you think i'm making you stress tell me.
Seriously, i'm not GOD!
I can't possibly know what you're thinking and stuff.
I know i can be abit kanchiong at times, tell me i will slow down!
Third(Personal life)
This few weeks have been a roller coaster ride.
Full of ups and down.
I'm abit pek chek now..
Will blog soon ba ;(
Ciao!
Wai Tat
I have so much to tell, but yet i can't find a person to confine to.
Therefore, i came to this place whereby i can talk to myself and reflect.
Well this post will consist of three parts.
First part (School)
School has been hectic. really hectic!
FYP FYP FYP!
Everyday after school i have to go down to my lab and run my synthesis and stuff.
It gets really tiring and when i have so much other things to care(which i will elaborate later).
I am not as smart as my fellow group mate and i can also say i'm not as hardworking as them.
I feel like a burden at times when they can find research paper and stuff while i can only seek help from them.
I know that it is a teamwork kind of project, but sometimes the feeling of being useless just makes me feel stupid.
I am not trying to blame my group mates for being smart, but for my laziness and stupidity.
Formal reports, datasheets and so much more tutorials.
:( I really i wish i can just tell my parents that i want to quit school!
Second part(Sailing)
As what people always say " life is not always smooth sailing".
I got to agree to a certain extend.
There maybe times whereby you agree with people and times whereby people disagree.
Different people have different perception.
I always do things that i think will benefit the club and the people.
If you disagree, i can consider.
Being a President, taking care of 100 over people?
Is really not an easy job.
Before i even become the President, Rahul once told me " Be a true leader and not a positional leader"
I told him i will try.
But as time pass by, i have no choice but to act as a positional leader.
People are just taking things for granted.
I may be kind, but don't take things for granted.(And i mean it.)
I can be smiling all the time, that doesn't mean that i agree with what you're doing.
I give u task u jolly well finish it up.
If you can't do it, don't take up the job.
I'm very busy, yet i try to give in sometime to sailing.
Does 4hours of sailing make you fail an exam? Well i totally don't think so.
I'm a slow leaner, but what i think is that if you have the determination, nothing is impossible.
I know i am in a state of anger, but all i can say is that nobody wants the club to be in jeopardy.
I always listen back to the song that we sang during the TBC and the notes you guys wrote.
I can't possibly please everyone.
If you think i'm making you stress tell me.
Seriously, i'm not GOD!
I can't possibly know what you're thinking and stuff.
I know i can be abit kanchiong at times, tell me i will slow down!
Third(Personal life)
This few weeks have been a roller coaster ride.
Full of ups and down.
I'm abit pek chek now..
Will blog soon ba ;(
Ciao!
Wai Tat
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