Not in a mood :(

Hello people..
I have so much to tell, but yet i can't find a person to confine to.
Therefore, i came to this place whereby i can talk to myself and reflect.

Well this post will consist of three parts.

First part (School)


School has been hectic. really hectic!
FYP FYP FYP!
Everyday after school i have to go down to my lab and run my synthesis and stuff.
It gets really tiring and when i have so much other things to care(which i will elaborate later).
I am not as smart as my fellow group mate and i can also say i'm not as hardworking as them.
I feel like a burden at times when they can find research paper and stuff while i can only seek help from them.
I know that it is a teamwork kind of project, but sometimes the feeling of being useless just makes me feel stupid.
I am not trying to blame my group mates for being smart, but for my laziness and stupidity.

Formal reports, datasheets and so much more tutorials.

:( I really i wish i can just tell my parents that i want to quit school!

Second part(Sailing)

As what people always say " life is not always smooth sailing".
I got to agree to a certain extend.
There maybe times whereby you agree with people and times whereby people disagree.
Different people have different perception.
I always do things that i think will benefit the club and the people.
If you disagree, i can consider.

Being a President, taking care of 100 over people?
Is really not an easy job.
Before i even become the President, Rahul once told me " Be a true leader and not a positional leader"
I told him i will try.
But as time pass by, i have no choice but to act as a positional leader.
People are just taking things for granted.
I may be kind, but don't take things for granted.(And i mean it.)
I can be smiling all the time, that doesn't mean that i agree with what you're doing.
I give u task u jolly well finish it up.
If you can't do it, don't take up the job.

I'm very busy, yet i try to give in sometime to sailing.
Does 4hours of sailing make you fail an exam? Well i totally don't think so.
I'm a slow leaner, but what i think is that if you have the determination, nothing is impossible.

I know i am in a state of anger, but all i can say is that nobody wants the club to be in jeopardy.
I always listen back to the song that we sang during the TBC and the notes you guys wrote.
I can't possibly please everyone.
If you think i'm making you stress tell me.
Seriously, i'm not GOD!
I can't possibly know what you're thinking and stuff.
I know i can be abit kanchiong at times, tell me i will slow down!

Third(Personal life)

This few weeks have been a roller coaster ride.
Full of ups and down.

I'm abit pek chek now..
Will blog soon ba ;(

Ciao!
Wai Tat

Australia OITP (Second Week)

Hello people, i'm back again! HAHA!

Alright so things are going quite smoothly..except for the part that ya some irritating guy arg..

If possible, i will try to blog everyday with pictures ;)

15 March 2012 (Thursday)

Went to school and learn the new software for Molecular Dynamics (MD).

If you don't know..hmm is something to do with protein. HAHA!

Alright..home after that and had dinner!

I cooked pasta, but hmm abit fail =x

Then i cooked the next day's lunch. (Beehoon with hashbrown and vegetables)

The beehoon was actually vermicelli so yup damn soft.

It wasn't very salty so hmm i kinda like it though! Ahh Forgot to take picture of it!

Nvm...

Talk about some interesting Secondary School stuff and slept!

16 March 2012 (Friday)

Went school and continued with my MD.

Had lunch and continued with work.

Then my supervisor told us then we can leave cause the thing takes few hours to complete.

Went to Australia Fair and got some chocolate and chips home as they are on discount ^^

Homed.

Now slacking and waiting for the rest to come back to cook dinner :D

17 March 2012 (Saturday)

Woke up and decided to make french toast with hashbrown for breakfast :D

See i'm such a nice guy ^^

Went to Movie World,a theme park(if you guys don't know, it's actually owned by Warner Brothers)

First they went to the green lantern and superman rides. (Extreme roller coaster)

I didn't went cause i'm kinda scared.. haha!

Then we head to the 4g movie theater.

It was awesome!(The air the water the seats moving!)

The 3d was extremely real compared to Singapore's Movie -.-

Went for my first Roller Coaster ride of my life: Road Runner Roller Coaster.

It was for kids =x

The ride was okay..except the slight plunging down part.

Then we moved on to Scooby Doo (Another Roller Coaster ride which is in the dark!)

At first it was okay..Then a sudden backwards plunge down and thats it.HAHA!

Was extremely fun that i managed to overcome my fear to go for it the second time!

Then we went to the Wild Wild West.(It is the log rides with water)

Extremely steep but also extremely fun :D

Then it came to the main event!

A few cartoon character mascot came out like (Batman, Looney Toons, Catwoman, Justice League, Scooby Doo and gang and etc.)

They shuffle to the song and act damn real!

Bored a few things for myself and my family.

Still can't decide what to buy for my friends though...

I can't stand people with extreme mood swing!

Like wth? I don't owe you anything alright!

I use to have attitude problem and i got to agree with it.

People tell me and i changed for the better.

By looking at you, your "determination face" nah..

I won't change for you.

I'm pretty happy with myself now.

Happy go Lucky!

Alright people off to complete some work! Shall post later!

Australia OITP (First Week)

Hello people! Greetings from the land of kangaroos and Koala Bear, Australia!

Last week 4/3/12 i too the night flight (Singapore Airlines) :P from Singapore to Brisbane.

It was my first time taking night fight and also the longest flight of about 8hours 15minutes.

The plane was flooded with Japaneses.

Everyone(my classmates) were separated and i sat beside a Japanese teacher. o.O

Watched Real Steel and Big Bang Theory.

Was too tired and fell asleep. =x

Halfway through the flight, a female Japanese student fainted in the toilet and was given a oxygen mask.

So i was awake by the movement of the teacher, who needs to take care of her.

Well i was frustrated but yet pity the teacher.

Reached Brisbane Airport at around 7.45.

The customs were really strict and they look so fierce. -.-

The secretary of Griffith University was nice to help us arrange transport to our apartment.

We stay at Meriton Apartment in Gold Coast.

6 Aqua Street,

Southport,

Queensland 4218

Settled down and went for grocery shopping.

Had Korean food and it was hmm ok? HAHA!(too fussy =x)

So there goes my first day in Australia.

5 March 2012 (2 Day) Monday

Cab to school and was shocked at the rate.

Every 3 seconds the meter will jump 10cents.

The total amount was about 3x Aussie.

Dr Gary and Dr Shai brought us around the campus to have a feel of there.

Then, we had our induction program.

I was shocked once again that i don't have to go lab :(

My project was on influenza virus (H1N1,H5N1) Familiar?

It was the virus that killed so many people world wide.

I was told to use the computer from my whole OITP :(

Computational BioChemistry Science.

After, we went to the career fair and it was more of a motivational talk kind of thing. =x

Cab home again as we do not have the "go" card (their ez-link card).

6 March 2012 (3 Day) Tuesday

Cab to school again -.-

Heart pain sia! The amount of money we spend on transport!

Started on our project.

Our supervisor,Jeff Dayson, was nice. :)

Started on some tutorials on codes using unix(a software for proteins and stuff).

Got our "go" card and took the bus home.

Their bus have specific timing whereby if it states 7.15 it will come around that time.

Unlike Singapore, that have bus coming every few minutes and people still complaining. -.-

Their bus comes every half an hour if miss.

Our apartment have swimming pool :)

So Yu Sen(My partner/Classmate) and i went for a swim.

Swam 20laps and did 10push ups and we're dead. HAHA!

Cooked fried rice for dinner.

Did log book and slept!

7 March 2012 (4 Day) Wednesday

Went to school as usual , and did tutorials.

Nothing much..

Home..

Dinner..(cook again!)

Sleep

8 March 2012 (5 Day) Thursday

Went to school as usual , and did tutorials.

Went grocery shopping at Australia Fair.

Had Hungry Jack for dinner!

Hungry Jack is like their MacDonald there!

Home and sleep :)

9 March 2012 (6 Day) Friday

Nothing much..more or less the same haha!

10 March 2012 (7 Day) Saturday

Here comes the more interesting part!

That day, we went DreamWorld! (Theme park at Queensland)

They have 5 "Themeparks"

First we played "The claw".

It looks not scary, but! when i sat on it, my balls drop!

No joke! we were spinning in the air and going sideways.

Something like a pendulum.

The scary part was when we go backwards down. -.-

My face was quite pale when i came down.Feeling so relieved.

Then we head to another ride.

It was turning fast and we are going sideways horizontally.

After the ride, my stomach was going crazy..

Went to vomit and rest for a few rides before continue with the other rides.

It was the first time i try these rides in my life.(I've never play any rides before)

I know very noob right ? Haha!

Went to see Kangaroos and Koala Bear!

So cuteeeeee!

Touch the Kangaroos and took a picture with it.

The Koala Bears were all stuck on the trees sleeping :(

Had Subway for dinner.

2 footlong and drinks for 16aussie? Damn Worth it!

Home and slept! (shag!)

11 March 2012 (7 Day) Sunday

Woke up..had a bowl of instant noodle for breakfast =x

Went to Harbour Town to shop.

All i can say is that it is 2 times the size of Vivocity!

Had Macdonald for Lunch! Aus Mac > Singapore Mac .

Though their sauce have to pay =(

Bought two shorts from their country brand.

Wanted to get the ripcurl broadshorts, but the thought of saving money.. :(

So i gave up the idea.

Went Tommy Hilfiger and Ralph Lauren.

The sizes were too big for me!

Nvm i shall head back there to get some polos for my sister, Dad and Mum.

Still thinking what to buy for my Brother though..

Home..

Cook spaghetti and slept!

12 March 2012 (8 Day) Monday

Went school..Did more work and feel accomplished :D

Grocery Shopping at Australia Fair again!

I love grocery shopping..I always do it in Singapore too!

Reached home around 7plus and cooked rice(i think).

Slept~

13 March 2012 (9 Day) Tuesday

Nothing much...As usual, went school and stuff..

14 March 2012 (10 Day) Wednesday

Went school and continue with my research project.

Once again feeling happy :D

Went home around 3 as we finished our work!

Another supervisor came back today and will start on Molecular Dynamics tomorrow!

I think i swam a few days but forgotten when..haha nvm!

The transport here sure is expensive!

The minimum amount for a bus ride is 3.15 compared to 73cents in Singapore?

Loving the weather here!

Eventhough the sun is bright, but the strong wind sure compensate the heat for it! HAHA

Everytime the wind blows, i will have the feel to sail.

I really miss sailing :(

Le sigh..

I really hate irresponsible people!

If you can't do it, don't agree to it in the first place.

Hate you since you join!

Go away!!!!

I also hate people that scold me STUPID!

So what if you're clever? Go die la!

I can tolerate you, but don't go overboard yeah!

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

Unlucky

Hello people!

It's been a long time since i have my last post.

Last Thursday, i went down to play basketball and sprained my leg while trying to reject a action baba kid. -.-

As usual, i was screaming like mad.

The last time i had a sprain was maybe half a year ago?

It also took me that long to recover my leg.

Sigh..

I have a meeting for OITP tomorrow, QAAS paper on Thursday and lastly i'm flying off on Saturday to Australia!

Super unlucky la! That mole boy!Argh.. angry!

If not of my sprained leg, i would have went for sailing last Sunday, train for my 42.195km which is on May.I hope i can clear it.

On the brighter side, i got myself a LV wallet with my name engrave on it.

Haha..

Alright the next post will be longer i promise..

Not in the mood to really post now.

Cya people

Finally, I'm 19 years old!

Finally, i'm nineteen years old!

For the past 19 years of my life i have not done anything that really make my parents proud or anything that i can feel accomplished.

There is this thought that has been always on my mind: When can i earn money to give my parents to spend?

Well..I always think that my parents are biased towards my siblings, but i'm wrong!

I feel that my parents love me the most.

The amount of time and money they spent on me is just way over my siblings.

Not that i say that my parents don't spend time with them, but really...

Sometimes i get so angry over their nags, but i just don't know why i can't control my temper :/

When i'm young my parents always buy cakes for my birthday and ask me to make a wish.

I always wish to become bill gates, as i can earn a lot of money.

But to think of it now, i should have wish for something more realistic.. haha!

From young, i have never been a good boy.

I skip tuition to go lan shop, fight with my friend which became one of my close friend.haha!, play soccer till late and etc..too much nonsense..

I'm not sure when i became to mature, i started studying and try to create lesser trouble.

I think it started when i went to secondary school.Maybe secondary 3.

No doubt, NCC is one of the thing that made such a great change.

Many other reasons..friends, relationship(i mean courting...hahaha!)I'm such a loser =x

Till today, i lost many friends and also made new friends.

These few days i realize that many people change, and i won't change to adapt.

Treasure your friends!

Well..those are the past, they can't be changed.

But i know that the future can be changed!

This coming year will be tough for me.

Many things are coming up...Study, OITP to Australia, Sailing ahem.., Friends and of course Family.

21 days to PPCDL License test. (Powerboat)

33 days to Driving test.

Really hope i can pass them. :(

Anyway.. My new year resolutions:

• Maintain my GPA at 3.4 or better :D
• Get NUS Scholarship
• Get fit! (Tone body with 6packs)
• Finish my Sundown full marathon
• Ahem ahem...hahaha!

Is kind of difficult but i will try my best..

Hope my good friend(Procrastination) don't come find me =x

Wishlist ^^

• Zhik full leggings (for sailing)
• 2nd onitsuka tiger'
• More clothes
• New running shoes
• Oakleys :( Lost mine

Alright thats about it..

Gonna head to bed and Zzzz

Nights people!

Will update when i'm freeeeeee~

Oh and i haven finish my report which is due next week! =x

Last but not least..Thank everyone that wish me..be it facebook,watsapp or message.

Really appreciate it. Will reply you guys soon!

Wish you all a happy new year and a great year ahead :D

ciao~

Confused..

Sometimes, i really dislike my classmate.(like for awhile..)

Is either the attitude of them or when they stress me up.

However, when we're playing, they can be damn nice to be together.

I don't know... ahh....

Anyway, my all my results are back..

Engineering maths II -40/50 (A)

Bio process - 83/100 (A) shioked! :0

Forensic Chemistry 43.5/50 (A)

Environmental Studies B 38/50 (B+)

Current Guideline to manufacturing products 75/100 (B+)

Laboratory management 27/50 (D)

Stupid LM! :(

OITP-Overseas industrial training program is out!

Germany,Ireland and Australia!

I want go Australia!

I need maintain 3.5-3.6 gpa!

JY ba Wai Tat!

Anyway i realize that kay kay's dimples are artificial!

My dimple can be seen okay! haha!

Anw something to share with you guys that are reading!

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=3&p=24&v=565

k ciao! will post soon!

I'm really a burden.

Today is a day to remember as many things happen in my house.

Well, i will not elaborate in details, but just that i feel that i'm the one that cause the problem.

Nobody knows how stress i am. Every time you see me, i give you a smile.

Maybe you might find it real, but i'm actually feigning a smile.

In secondary school, i don't feel stress at all.

People say i'm clever.(Not boasting)

But, when i enter polytechnic, i feel the stress.

Stress from friends,teachers, everyone!

I feel stupid when i mix with my friends.

The actions from them, the words they say, really make me feel dumb.

Now i feel the peer stress. :(

Every test or exam they compare marks and answers.

Every test i need to work extra hard to get a B+ or A when they just smoke through it with no sweat.

The reason why i want to do well is because i want a better job next time.

I want to get into NUS to reduce my parent's burden on my school fees.

I don't want to go overseas for university.

But then,sometimes i really doubt myself if i can do it.

This semester mst was disastrous:

Maths-40/50 (A)

Env studies- 38/50 (B+)

CGMP- 75/50(B+)

Lab management-27/50(D+)

Forensic Chem-?

Bio-process- ??

I set high expectations for myself, but no one knows the things that i'm going through.

You might think that i'm making life tough for myself, but i'm not doing things for myself!

I'm doing things for my future and for the family!

Yea i know i'm in the wrong today, i shouldn't have shown my attitude.

But i just can't control my fucking subconscious mind!

It just showed my emotion by itself.

I'm sorry!

I know you people will never read my blog, but sorry!